My mind doesn't run off to the far corners of oblivion anymore as I stare at this ceiling which is only a painting of my imagination to compensate for the lack of visibility. The darkness that surrounds me offers no comfort at all to ease my nerves. Perhaps my nerves don't need calming. It's calm anyway. Perhaps the need is to be rid of the distractions that surround my mind, eating it away slowly. Only if I can manage to bring myself to do what's necessary to keep it clear and objective.
Drowsiness has returned to me after all these days of constant self motivation and struggling. Can it not leave me alone forever?
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